My mind won't stop going. Faster and faster the thoughts flow.
How do people do this alone? How do people live in this lonesome isolation full of racing feelings and uncontrolled emotions? I feel trapped in my head, in this body, in this void.  I feel swallowed whole by darkness and fear of the unknown.  Why would I let anyone in here? But how can I not? I don't want to be alone but I don't want to be hurt again.  Are they all like he was? Will there ever be anyone who doesn't stomp all over my heart?